Actually I have already done my part… I think lowering down the profile and work things out. Despite on all the disappoinment. I stand up and forget things.
I guess it is now totally on the opposite party to respond to it….. Well whatever is it…. Fate shall decides
People come into the world, and they just leave like that.
No matter what is it, think of the people beside you… think of your loved-one before deciding to leave them. They don’t deserve to be treated like this especially the people that brought you up - PARENTS
Well, to move… to stop… to run or to stand…
it doesn’t make any difference
nuff said
It has been quite a long time.. I haven’t really been writing a blog. Many people say, blog is always used for writing their stuffs. For me, it is not necessarily. When i really have alot of stuffs to write the time, that’s the time I don’t even have the energy to write at all. Which is what happened to me especially since last month.
I am lazy to think nowadays, feeling absolutely tired. Even don’t have the energy to walk away from this. What i can is just standing here to be trapped and take everything all. Well, what can I do? Nothing.. Absolutely nothing….
The world has always been realistic. To really think of having this thing that is impossible. Standing alone is what you really need. I kind of losing hope on all these .. I don’t know how to explain it thru here.. it is actually not hard to explain.. but just hard to say it out.. Well, just forget it.
I just hope for those who are having some down periods.. no matter in friendship, relationship, family or even financial problems. I hope all of you can go through this period and overcome it. Be sure to start a new life properly if you are given a chance. Nothing much can say. Alot of things are still kept in my heart which I can only feel it and keep it. Nobody will understands.
Love this lyric so much. It is a very old song by Guns N Roses. Alot of things happen lately, when I look back at this lyric. It is really meaningful….
November Rain
When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darlin’ when I hold you
Don’t you know I feel the same
‘Cause nothin’ lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it’s hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain
We’ve been through this
Such a long long time
Just tryin’ to kill the pain
yeahh..
But lovers always come
And lovers always go
And no one’s really sure
Who’s lettin’ go today
Walking away
If we could take the time
To lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowin’ that you were mine
All mine
So if you want to love me
Then darlin’ don’t refrain
Or I’ll just end up walkin’
In the cold November rain
Do you need some time
On your own
Do you need some time
All alone
Everybody needs some time
On their own
Don’t you know you need some time
All alone
I know it’s hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn’t time be out to charm you
Sometimes I need some time
On my own
Sometimes I need some time
All alone
Everybody needs some time
On their own
Don’t you know you need some time
All alone
And when your fears subside
And shadows still remain
I know that you can love me
When there’s no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness
We still can find a way
‘Cause nothin’ lasts forever
Even cold November rain
Don’t ya think that you
Need somebody
Don’t ya think that you
Need someone
Everybody needs somebody
You’re not the only one
You’re not the only one
Don’t ya think that you
Need somebody
Don’t ya think that you
Need someone
Everybody needs somebody
You’re not the only one
You’re not the only one
Don’t ya think that you
Need somebody
Don’t ya think that you
Need someone
Everybody needs somebody
You’re not the only one
You’re not the only one
Dont ya think that you
Need somebody
Dont ya think that you
Need someone
Everybody needs somebody
3 days have passed… I miss the day… especially being on stage with great players like Johan, Adik.. and not to mention the great singer Tom…
Really thanks for all the effort you guys put into. Without you, our show wouldn’t be so good.
Although there were a little downside.. especially due to the sound systems, soundman and not-functioning monitor nearly screwed things up. But we still could get thru it …Everything was so tension when the first song is started as the stupid soundman went to off the sound of the guitar… it was damn stupid and we were just wondering… everyone was stunned but thanks God we managed to cover back… well… it was great as most of the song are being modified and improvised in another way by our fellow great lead guitarist - Johan… it was really nice too…
Tom were having hard time when singing the japanese song but I think she went through it quite well and really thankful to her that she still tried it despite knowing it won’t be the best thing came out but i think everything was did at best. the other 2 songs not to mention are of coz great.. with johan’s great solos.. it was something special…
Well, everything has passed and start missing the time.. wish to have a chance like that sooner.. not to mention,… there must be a special thanks to Kinyo who really supported us all these while and invited us to play on that night.
Adik & Tom.. hope can meet you guys soon although u guyz have gone back to KL.. wish there will be a chance where we can still jam and share the same stage again.
Well, I shall reform back a new thing again and keep it rocks again… Let’s pray for me..!!!
Wow.. it has been a long time nvr get to jam like today.. everything has been quite okay… Sweet Child. what a nice song.. had to rush up the whole thing in 2 days for today’s jam…. emm not so perfect but overall yeah .. going good..
too bad..
left 7 days for practise now. haizzz tmr get back to studi again.. hehe..
stagemaster and ibanez just change strings.. haizzz really broke when had 2 changes 2 sets of guitar’s strings.. errr aiii everything about money…
next month going oversea to work.. hopefully can earn money back soon… this is my only chance.. aiii hopefully my parents will really allow…
pray hard..
It seems hard.. it seems no matter how oso you are not getting.. no matter what you do oso seems useless….
if you come in first oso people will take first..even though people come in later than u…
Keep quiet all the time for so long….and jus do the best!!!. I guess that’s not the best way…
aiii more of a stupid way.. but i guess you are willing to be stupid
because u know u want to work for the best….
aiii but it is forever hard and u should know it is impossible…
should u forget it???? haizzzzz
For tonight, I am sure the Italy Football Fans are very happy that the Italians have beaten the much arrogant Germany tonight with a great score of 2-0 in juz 2-3minutes. Italians’ style of playing are always very tactical and systematic. I always impress in the way teams in Serie A are playing footballs. Very calm approach of the game and very tactical although it an be boring to some people.
Infact, after England and Brazil are knocked out of the World Cup. WC has never been fun to me anymore especially when Germany beaten the very unlucky Argentina to go through to the Semis. But Italy… today bring back the joy to me.. well yeah.. they have beaten the arrogant host which are nvr capable of winning the WC in my opinion but I rather feel it is their homeground and with some luck and of course with some *#%^@* which get them through to the semis.
Anyway, I hope Portugal can beat France and Italy to win the Final.
Forza Azzuri
Haha.. actually yesterday was good friend hairstylist Mr. Jian Yong’s birthday.. Haha…. I nearly forgotten his birthday.. what a bad friend I am .. haha but I managed to rush to meet him and he suggested that we go for jamming tonight.. too bad… Only me and drummer available… and he wants to be in the vocal.. …. lack of another guitarist and another bassist… but we decided to give it a go since I miss jamming and I think he wanted to jam and sing Luna Sea’s songs…. Lack of a bassist and a guitar of coz lack of sthg but we still managed to go on quite well.. and we jam a few songs from Luna Sea.. (1) I For You .. (2) Love Song
Metallica (1) Nothing Else Matters… and (2) Fade to Black. .. err this song not so perfect yet…
Beyond - (1) Bu Zai You Yu…..
Wanted to play Guns N Roses - Don’t Cry but too bad. I haven’t finish practising yet… …
Yeah and oso tonight is the first time I really play a bass guitar on Luna Sea’s I For You…
Lately oso found myself quite interesting in bass so learn some and tonight play abit… but of coz… I am not a good bassist.. haha juz thinking that it is good to learn more things as bass oso kinda related to guitar.. and is also a strings’ instrument
Anyway.. tonight is quite good although lack of 1 bassist and 1 guitarist but it was fun jamming cause I always love jamming….
.. and lastly.. Jian Yong.. Happy 22nd Birthday.. haha…… Wooi.. my hair oso long d.. waiting u to cut for me d… :p
